January 15, 2010 6:12pm ET
Things don't usually come out of me so easily. That's why I ask alot of questions, I like to learn alot about other people. By keeping you talking about yourself, I don't have to let down my guard. It seems tho, that in music, it all comes out. I don't have to let my wall down, but it does become transparent. You can see right thru it. I think it's important to have some sort of release. I tried to overdose when I was 16. I took 28 Xanax. I didn't die. Had to be for a reason. I think there is no heaven or hell. Just good and bad. And that maybe life is so complicated, because it has to be meaningful. It has to be for a purpose. What if there is no "afterlife"? What then? All this pain and suffering, and struggling for nothing? I think we're all here to make an impact on someone. Even if it's only one person. I think our mission in life is to help someone else. You never know, some completely random tiny act of kindness could affect someone else on a much larger level. Could change thier life for the better. I'm rambling. Just wanted to say that I think trees are beautiful. :-)
